Imogen Heap- Hide and Seek

Sorry, I guess this song did predict the end. Thank you for loving me the best that you could, it was good while it lasted at least. I don't really deserve your friendship, and I can understand why. I didn't have the intention of taking anything from you, and you're strong and can overcome this. You probably already have, but know that I have given you back all that I can give you... the rest is in my closet. But what can I say we spent every second drawing out the paper work for our relationship, instead of very just experiencing it. Marcy it took too long to "fall" in love. It was beautiful when you finally did. But I already knew that I wasn't ever going to be something that broke me. You weren't ever going to be able to be strong enough to lead me. Be happy, and have a wonderful life.

where are we?

what the hell is going on?

the dust has only just begun to form

crop circles in the carpet

sinking feeling

spin me round again

and rub my eyes,

this can't be happening

when busy streets a mess with people

would stop to hold their heads heavy

hide and seek

trains and sewing machines

all those years

they were here first

oily marks appear on walls

where pleasure moments hung before the takeover,

the sweeping insensitivity of this still life

hide and seek

trains and sewing machines (oh, you won't catch me around here)

blood and tears (hearts)

they were here first

Mmmm whatcha say,

Mmm that you only meant well?

well of course you did

Mmmm whatcha say,

Mmmm that it's all for the best?

of course it is

Mmmm whatcha say?

Mmmm that it's just what we need

you decided this

whatcha say?

Mmmm what did she say?

ransom notes keep falling out your mouth

mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut outs

speak no feeling no I don't believe you

you don't care a bit, 

you don't care a bit

(hide and seek)

ransom notes keep falling out your mouth

mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut outs

(hide and seek)

speak no feeling no i don't believe you

you don't care a bit,

you don't care a (you don't care a) bit

(hide and seek)

oh no, you don't care a bit

oh no, you don't care a bit

(hide and seek)

oh no, you don't care a bit

you don't care a bit

you don't care a bit

Thank you... I don't want to know you anymore

I want to use the word angry when describing my mood right now, but i know that, that is an extreme understatement.
So tell me please cus I think I'm a little confused... what kind of douche do you have to be to doubt me...
And especially on a matter of such importance
I won't cry for  you like that again
there was a time where you told me you didn't have the same feelings for me.. and i loved and trusted you through it, even when you weren't trusting or loving me.
There was a time where you hid things from me for three weeks, and told everyone else things around me, and i didn't leave you.
There was a time where you told me you loved me to my face.. and just a little while later admitted that you were lying to me.
There's a time right this very second where i feel that no matter what i do, or how ever many times i look past your extreme lacks in logical thinking, I'll never get you to trust me the same way that I trust you
And I think that right now I feel more hurt by you then ever before......
I gave you the most important parts of me... and an experience I can never share with anyone else and in return all I get from you is doubt and mis trust.
I'm hurt ........

I'm an adult now by Pursuit of Happiness

I'm An Adult Now lyrics

Well, I don't hate my parents

I don't get drunk just to spite them

I've got my own reasons to drink now

Think I'll call my dad up and invite him

I can sleep in till noon anytime I want

Though there's not many days that I do

Gotta get up and take on that world

When you're an adult it's no cliche it's the truth

(Chorus)

'Cause I'm an adult now

I'm an adult now

I've got the problems of an adult

On my head and on my shoulders

I'm an adult now

I can't even look at young girls anymore

People will think I'm some kind of pervert

Adult sex is either boring or dirty

Young people they can get away with murder

I don't write songs about girls anymore

I have to write songs about women

No more boy meets girl boy loses girl

More like man tries to figure out what the hell went wrong

I can't take any more illicit drugs

I can't afford any artificial joy

I'd sure look like a fool dead in a ditch somewhere

With a mind full of chemicals

Like some cheese-eating high school boy

Sometimes my head hurts and sometimes my stomach hurts

And I guess it won't be long

Till I'm sitting in a room with a bunch

of people whose necks and backs are aching

Whose sight and hearing's failing

Who just can't seem to get it up

Speaking of hearing, I can't take too much loud music

I mean I like to play it, but I sure don't like the racket

Noise, but I can't hear anything

Just guitars screaming, screaming, screaming

Some guy screaming in a leather jacket

Wooah!

(Chorus)

Special little nothings

   It seems just a little strange to me how well we fit together now.( birds of a feather, peas of a pod, peanut butter and jelly). It's not a sensation I believe can be described acuratley enough. Now you love me, and I hear it all the time, it fills my heart with happiness. You support me, and cherish me for who I am, your never pushing me to be different. And when I say that there's something I feel like changing, you always reassure me that either way I'm perfect to you.
   Just last night we were talking about "our" future, and I felt safe I wanted that to be our reality. And in the midst of all this change, my first love has been struggling, searching for help and support. He's always been the "irresistable thing" for me I've lost a lot of good relationships because I just couldn't let go. And honestly I talked to him for hours on the phone. But it's always been easy to hear his voce, and when we were done talking and I went back to texting you. For the first time I loved you more than I ever had before. I didn't really understand it all to well, but I figured that my heart finally found something real and stable and something it truely longs for. I realizes that your the only one from now on that will do
i love you Forever and Always... it's true

6/8/10

My eyes are burning,

cus the sun is bright.

My heart is pounding at the wish,

to be curled up in your arms tonight.

The summers heat waves,

burn my feet.

The oceans coast is calling,

but I'm not sure if it's smile I will meet.

Cus our junior summer's just begun,

and i feel as heavy as a loaded gun.

I've sent my kisses through the phone,

But i think your signal gone, leaving us alone.

I said i love  you,

you thanked me back.

I felt a skipped heart beat,

and waited, for you to reply something else back.

I just sat in silence with the phone,

you thought I'd fallen asleep,

but you would've never known,

that I think I realized something I didn't want to know.

Your keeping things from me again,

Your getting my heart twisted on false hope,

and crying in my own arms tonight,

I won't be texting love to you anymore.

Cus this is my heart slammed into another door,

now being with you is becoming my chore

I do know how to love you,

I don't think I can love you anymore

I don't think I love you

I don't want to let my self love you anymore

In those summer nights

I first met you on those icy days, 

on the verge of seventeen.

Daddy had long gone, 

up and left the scene too,

many years ago to count.

Days played with the shadows on my six string,

And I can't ever tell you what possessed me, to play.

with my fingers, young and reckless, plucking, blister kissed 

and the uncertainty in my voice.

Daily like a ritual, 

songs spilled from me in those summer nights.

And all there was to catch the fading tune under the star light, 

were two ears upon your head right

placed with heavenly perfection

Once on the cliff of eight teen, 

You tried to sing with me in harmony,

you added 3 words to the song of  my life.

And I warned you then, like my six string reminds me now

   " I love you I do, and I know you'll love me true,

     everyday that you can, but when you leave

     know that I won't cry cus I've been told, 

    Love will always be as shifting as sand." 

Profound once, maybe?

now carved into a tombstone, baby, 

it makes me wish I'd thought of something more loving to say.

Days played with the shadows on my six string,

And I can't ever tell you what possessed me, to play.

with my fingers, callused and sore, plucking, hopeless 

and the sorrow in my voice.

On the road of twenty, 

I went back to the places where you loved me,

And sat and cried my tears for you.

With my 6 string playing your perfect harmony, 

and my voice covered in memories,

I sang just like I used to talk to you.

The wind came like it does with the january rain, 

and up and stole my voice away, it's true

And I've prayed that it brought it straight to you.

Fearless wondering, 

where nothings scary cus you got nothing that you don't want to lose

I have no choices that I even care enough about to choose

With a voice that doesn't speak

Days played with the shadows on my six string,

And I can't ever tell you what possessed me, to play.

with my fingers, aged and fading, plucking, without rest 

and the brokenness in my voice.

And baby, I know i haven't visited lately,

That's because I ain't the same thing I used to be,

The wind up and changed me completely,

I don't even recognize this face no more.

Crawling through the age of ninety, 

Soon darlin' I know you'll come and find me,

 and guide me to the very end.

Now all i can pray is that in heaven they have six strings,

And if the good LORD permits me,

I'll play those summer songs for you.

Like I did when we were happy, 

Just to know that we were on the verge of something

When loving life was easy,

And loving you true,

In those summer nights, 

Was all I ever wanted to do.

Lyrics to I Would Be Sad :

I would be sad because you left me all alone

I would be sad because the lies that you had told

I would be sad because I got left by a girl that I adore

I would be sad because the love I’ve had before

I meant what I said when I said I would settle down with you

Although I know it’s not something that you were asking me to do

And I know we are young but we won’t always be so marry me

Let’s not be that predictable young couple changing moving on

But I can tell by watching you that there’s no chance of pushing through

The odds are so against us you know most young love it ends like this

I would be sad because you left me all alone

I would be sad because the lies that you had told

I would be sad because I got left by a girl that I adore

I would be sad for all the love I’ve had before

I meant what I said when I said I would rearrange my plans and change for you

You know me I’ve always been the kind with easy confidence

Confident enough to honestly believe that nothing out there 

Is stopping me especially not someone who’s not loving me

Now listen here I told you I could live on without loving you

I was bluffing then but it seems that just might have been the truth

Well my dad told me one-day son this girl will think of what she’s done

And hurting you will be the first of many more regrets to come

And he said if she doesn’t call than it’s her fault and it’s her loss

I say it’s not that simple see but then again it just may be

I would be sad because you left me all alone

I would be sad for the lies that you had told me

I would be sad because I got left by a girl that I adore

I would be sad for all the love I had before

I would be sad for all the love I had before