Saturday, July 31, 2010

I'm an adult now by Pursuit of Happiness


I'm An Adult Now lyrics

Well, I don't hate my parents
I don't get drunk just to spite them
I've got my own reasons to drink now
Think I'll call my dad up and invite him
I can sleep in till noon anytime I want
Though there's not many days that I do
Gotta get up and take on that world
When you're an adult it's no cliche it's the truth
(Chorus)
'Cause I'm an adult now
I'm an adult now
I've got the problems of an adult
On my head and on my shoulders
I'm an adult now
I can't even look at young girls anymore
People will think I'm some kind of pervert
Adult sex is either boring or dirty
Young people they can get away with murder
I don't write songs about girls anymore
I have to write songs about women
No more boy meets girl boy loses girl
More like man tries to figure out what the hell went wrong
I can't take any more illicit drugs
I can't afford any artificial joy
I'd sure look like a fool dead in a ditch somewhere
With a mind full of chemicals
Like some cheese-eating high school boy
Sometimes my head hurts and sometimes my stomach hurts
And I guess it won't be long
Till I'm sitting in a room with a bunch
of people whose necks and backs are aching
Whose sight and hearing's failing
Who just can't seem to get it up
Speaking of hearing, I can't take too much loud music
I mean I like to play it, but I sure don't like the racket
Noise, but I can't hear anything
Just guitars screaming, screaming, screaming
Some guy screaming in a leather jacket
Wooah!
(Chorus)

Thursday, July 8, 2010

Special little nothings

   It seems just a little strange to me how well we fit together now.( birds of a feather, peas of a pod, peanut butter and jelly). It's not a sensation I believe can be described acuratley enough. Now you love me, and I hear it all the time, it fills my heart with happiness. You support me, and cherish me for who I am, your never pushing me to be different. And when I say that there's something I feel like changing, you always reassure me that either way I'm perfect to you.
   Just last night we were talking about "our" future, and I felt safe I wanted that to be our reality. And in the midst of all this change, my first love has been struggling, searching for help and support. He's always been the "irresistable thing" for me I've lost a lot of good relationships because I just couldn't let go. And honestly I talked to him for hours on the phone. But it's always been easy to hear his voce, and when we were done talking and I went back to texting you. For the first time I loved you more than I ever had before. I didn't really understand it all to well, but I figured that my heart finally found something real and stable and something it truely longs for. I realizes that your the only one from now on that will do
i love you Forever and Always... it's true

6/8/10

My eyes are burning,
cus the sun is bright.
My heart is pounding at the wish,
to be curled up in your arms tonight.

The summers heat waves,
burn my feet.
The oceans coast is calling,
but I'm not sure if it's smile I will meet.

Cus our junior summer's just begun,
and i feel as heavy as a loaded gun.
I've sent my kisses through the phone,
But i think your signal gone, leaving us alone.

I said i love  you,
you thanked me back.
I felt a skipped heart beat,
and waited, for you to reply something else back.

I just sat in silence with the phone,
you thought I'd fallen asleep,
but you would've never known,
that I think I realized something I didn't want to know.

Your keeping things from me again,
Your getting my heart twisted on false hope,
and crying in my own arms tonight,
I won't be texting love to you anymore.

Cus this is my heart slammed into another door,
now being with you is becoming my chore

I do know how to love you,
I don't think I can love you anymore
I don't think I love you
I don't want to let my self love you anymore