Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Thank you... I don't want to know you anymore

I want to use the word angry when describing my mood right now, but i know that, that is an extreme understatement.
So tell me please cus I think I'm a little confused... what kind of douche do you have to be to doubt me...
And especially on a matter of such importance
I won't cry for  you like that again
there was a time where you told me you didn't have the same feelings for me.. and i loved and trusted you through it, even when you weren't trusting or loving me.
There was a time where you hid things from me for three weeks, and told everyone else things around me, and i didn't leave you.
There was a time where you told me you loved me to my face.. and just a little while later admitted that you were lying to me.
There's a time right this very second where i feel that no matter what i do, or how ever many times i look past your extreme lacks in logical thinking, I'll never get you to trust me the same way that I trust you
And I think that right now I feel more hurt by you then ever before......
I gave you the most important parts of me... and an experience I can never share with anyone else and in return all I get from you is doubt and mis trust.
I'm hurt ........