For what the future holds

If our love is like rain i wish

for it,

to never stop

pouring.

That the ground would forever

be covered

in

puddles for the splashing,

and the laughing

that we can do together.

I'll make discoveries

about

this light hearted fluttering

threatening to

consume

me.

Soon after that

or maybe far

from the beginning.

I will slowly

forget

empty

and all it's pain.

I will

be filled with

Purpose.

Only slowing down to keep your side

and speeding up to not loose your pace

of

mind.

I will never again

worry

about

what the future holds.

If it was always

YOU

and

ME.

BUT STILL

What if we never

escape

the ghosts trailing from behind.

Or find a brighter day

in grasses greener,

on

another

side far away, from

who were

supposed to be.

What if

I can't give you

anything,

but

shoulder's

to catch tears

streaming

from a fountain

in

your heart.

Ripped into pieces

leaving empty

spaces,

places for the harboring of bitter.

And if I can only write a song

whose name

is you,

but doesn't embody

PERFECTLY,

how i see your face

only leaving more empty space.

What if i can't say  words of guarantee

in the right way

so you can believe,

you are

meant

for me.

Or fill your heart

with beats

that scream,

YOU ARE MEANT FOR BETTER.

What if I break

and crumble failing

in front of the worlds judgmental eyes,

and this reflects upon you "image".

Will you hate me?

Will I become the object of your despise?

Even without my broken gaze

we

both know

you are meant for better.

Then you would have to second guess

YOU

and

ME.

UNLESS NONE OF THAT EVER HAPPENS.. AND INSTEAD

I say "I love you" too soon

I believe

you'll leave

me

broken hearted,

though I'd plead

with you

to stay.

There you'd go , just float away

and I'll wake up to gray skies,

and foggy mist in once bright eyes.

All of this because

we were too

young

to comprehend

The End

together.

And if you leave me in this fashion

I will assuredly know

that

you did so,

because

"you loved me",

to much

to watch me grow old.

To watch the spark dim in my eyes,

and you'd despise

yourself

for everything you just couldn't

do for me.

This might bring me peace

because for whatever the future holds.

WE were

GREATly

ADORED

because we were

CREATIVE

and to

PROUD

that we became

BLIND

thinking there was no

ADVENTURE

we could not overcome because

BRAVE

was our name.

LOVE

was a battle.

SHAME

was our past.

PEACE

was our passion.

Because for what the future must hold

this is what we are and always be

YOU

and

ME.

SINCE MY HEART BEAT WAS WRACKED BY YOU GAZE,I AM AMAZED MY GOALS ARE SIMPLY THESE...

If I can give you

everything

your heart has ever

dreamed

I will.

And if

I was just

one

color

you painted the rest of your life with.

I would

never find a happier

Peace

throughout unlimited

years.

And if there was not one day

that you would look at me,

and wish to see

a different beating heart,

I will never again

break.

I will finally have a place,

to hold up

the greatest person

I have ever

and will ever witness.

And if

I got to do this with my forever

I would die

the happiest person

heart always beating

 or

frozen but always singing

YOU

and

ME.